Well, that was interesting. The biopsy results came back benign. The doctor who called to explain said the spot was some other normal thing with a Latin name he rattled off. A weight off my shoulders. My summer race schedule restored. Now I've got to get the details for Sunday's race sorted.
It was curious to observe how I deal with uncertainty, how the threat of illness can clarify priorities and make choices clear. Racing is secondary to health, though for me it is one way I support my health.
In some ways, nothing changed but the thoughts I was thinking. I wonder what other thoughts I can change.
Now, to go translate the race instructions.